My guitar has cried for the last time,
no more tears to be heard.

(Broken hearts stay broken.)

Time has finally spoken-

"The music is over, turn off the basement lights."

If you haven't noticed on my DeviantArt pages, myspace pages or my bands old website (though you would have if you been to those place) I mostly write about my girl M.E.B. I love her so much.
She is my everything! My one and only God I swear.
Without her I am completely nothing. Do you understand? I can not picture myself before or without her. I fell in love with her the first time I set my eyes of "blue fire" upon her. I remember that day perfectly. My stupid fucking friend tossed a football at her and made her drop her walkman. That walkman that she dropped was not the only thing that fell that day. My heart and soul fell for her. Yeah I'm shy and a lot of people will tell you that too, but with her, I have even more reasons to be and damn good ones of why I never showed my feelings to her. I don't want to tell them to you, but believe me they are damn good reasons. Even with these reasons and images in my mind, I do love her. If I didn't these reasons and images would keep me from loving her. She knows.

Everyone searches for that someone, and hey, before her, I was looking, ok? Your not dumb, you know everyone looks for that one love. I thought I was in love before but you know what? I WASN't!!! THAT SO- CALLED LOVE NEVER EVER FELT LIKE THIS!!! I NEVER CRIED IN FRONT OF THAT SO- CALLED LOVE OVER OUR LOVE!!! I NEVER SEEN THE MOON, STARS OR SUN THE WAY I SEE THEM NOW!!! I NEVER THOUGHT I'D ACTUALLY DIE IF I LOST THAT SOMEONE!!! But with MY GIRL M.E.B., there WOULD BE NO OPTION OF LIFE WITHOUT HER!!! I kept myself pure for her, NO ONE came before her. I know she's MY ONE. SO I GAVE HER MY EVERYTHING!!! MY EVERYTHING!!!

If your thinking that MY GIRL M.E.B. is hot and you want her. DON'T BE SURPRISED FUCKER IF YOUR FUCKING GHOST SEES YOUR FUCKING MANGLED BODY INSIDE fUCKING OUT ON THE FUCKING INTERNATIONAL NEWS FUCKING IMPALED WITH YOUR FUCKING IMPURE FUCKING BLOOD GUSHING OUT OF YOUR FUCKING WORTHLESS FUCKING BODY THAT EVEN PIGS WOULD'T FUCKING DRINK!!!

M.E.B. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE!!!

Isn't it amazing how one person can make one mistake and totally change the path of another person's life? How easy it is, without thinking, to completely damage someone's mind forever.

All the tears and pain, all the years with no gain.

Isn't it amazing how you can forgive them when your still damaged and they can move on?

Isn't it amazing how their mistake becomes yours?

It's just another day. I don't need a special day to tell me when to do something special for my special girl. I try everyday to show her how special she is to me. I will celebrate this day though cause it is another day. Another day that she allows me to be with her. Another day of happiness. Another day she makes me see the beauty in the world. And just for another day. (Thank you sweetheart!)

See she is my god, my true love. The very best thing thats ever happened to me. The reason I wake up in the morning. Yeah you could say I'm deeply in love with her. You could take words from a sweet poem and say that my love for her is as deep as the deepest ocean. But that would only limit my love that is limitless for her. Looking in her eyes is like looking
through the sky and being able to see heaven. My salvation lies within them. Such a perfect color that always reminds me of my favorite season. A place where the weathers always nice, a place where I always want to be with her.

Valentines Day is a good day for love, but
everyday is a good day for love when you have a love like mine.

I love you Mary!!!

Today I am so happy!!!

Today is my 2nd anniversary with my Goddess (Mary).
She is the greatest thing in the universe to me.
I love you baby!!! I always will, I promise!!! Forever in love with you!!!